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All this time you were pretending...
...so much for my happy ending
Created on 2004-11-13 23:11:48 (#5137436), last updated 2005-12-06
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Basic Info| Name: | a l l e i r a _ o u t c a s t |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 09-29 |
| Location: | the manor, New York, United States |
BioWhat is there to say? A monologue, a sentence, a soliloquoy? A word, a breath, a phrase. All of these words that are said. Do they really have meaning?
What is love?
Is it small, is it big, is it deep?
What does it feel like?
Is it good, is it painful, is it warm?
If anybody gave me the chance, if anybody accepted me, I would know this.
However nobody has.
And I am at once all alone. Never knowing the breath of happiness that people experience when they are in love. Never exposed to the joy, the pain, the jubilance. Never.
I have been deprived. I have been raged.
Experiencing something so intangible, so physical as a kiss, has never been so difficult to obtain.
The lack of it makes my life fade to black.
It grinds my life into dust.
And the lack of love has made my life nonexistent.
Rocko is the love of my modern life.
Pink Floyd is "wish you were" love.
evanescence is love.
Clarissa explains it all is old school Nickelodeon love.
Maroon 5 is this love.
What is love?
Is it small, is it big, is it deep?
What does it feel like?
Is it good, is it painful, is it warm?
If anybody gave me the chance, if anybody accepted me, I would know this.
However nobody has.
And I am at once all alone. Never knowing the breath of happiness that people experience when they are in love. Never exposed to the joy, the pain, the jubilance. Never.
I have been deprived. I have been raged.
Experiencing something so intangible, so physical as a kiss, has never been so difficult to obtain.
The lack of it makes my life fade to black.
It grinds my life into dust.
And the lack of love has made my life nonexistent.
Rocko is the love of my modern life.
Pink Floyd is "wish you were" love.
evanescence is love.
Clarissa explains it all is old school Nickelodeon love.
Maroon 5 is this love.
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